I know when you're sleeping you purr so softly on my neck.

live journal update like woah??

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 00:18:41 GMT

all i have to say is DEBITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! yea i dont know. i forgot how to update these things but is all gewd. cya in school bye

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 18:37:44 GMT

yo rl is so hot and so is caitlin <3 kerrian is so fucking ugly gya faceeeeeeeeeeee likdsjof podfoip dpgf enter ewnter anntet is os cool oh em jay fjksp glfm,gmhgnbvbgvbbbbnnn im in my class ljf,m xdnbgnvnfbvl fgb mike is so hot oh emgee

Wed, 11 Feb 2004 18:35:56 GMT

yo rl is so hot and so is caitlin <3 kerrian is so fucking ugly gya faceeeeeeeeeeee likdsjof podfoip dpgf enter ewnter anntet is os cool oh em jay

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 03:14:08 GMT

yea i just got back from rachels and now am really bored. it was pretty cool at rachels,we all jsut pretty much hung out and didnt nothing in particular. i wish i got to stay longer. oh well . now im really tierd and my lips are burning so good night

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 22:13:51 GMT

fnjengfhyhjjmjghgfhj yea well today is the new semester i have everything the same as before today was pretty ok i wrote debbe<3 9890459 pg note well acutally 3 but shh BESIDES the fact that mrs.herbatine" (efin les we dont care you like girls in mini skirts) hahaha is a fucking nazi against hats ? wich lets pepole be allowed to wear hats but no nothing against hood but we cant were them.
you know what fuck policy and fuck school fuck the " layers and layers of pepole above ms HERBantine". if you dont agree then dont inforce the damn rule you fucking butch its not hurting any one by putting up my fucking hood thats the dumbest rule i have ever heard in my life thats why i didnt follow it when that uno brow fagget and pigg faced asshole told me to put it down .. you know what me and kelly D will do what we want. rock out with our 498590456 ft blacks cocks with our fucking hoods up wether the fucking school likes it or not .. actually that was the funn part of my day we got to miss some of sixth period too:D thanks for not putting it down kelly we deserved the right to talk even if those fucking wenches did let us.
we are fucking muslims till the end!<33333
yea then i went to work got starbucks<33
and now im right herre and im going to rachels soon<3 happy birthday rachel

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 22:20:00 GMT

AH yea ive kept pretty busy for the past few days well yesterday from what i rember leigh was over and we made a lot of negro pizza and slept alot and forgot to call sean(sorry) :D then um leigh left Then i went to el star bucks and meet Debbie Christe shanker and Mike P that was moy fun we pretty much got a hole lot of free stuff :) what nice pepole cough even thoguh we got free icyhot and kygel and condoms and cooling pads and gang tattos and everything else that day !hahaha well any ways we then enterd the "gay pride" coloring contest hahaha wow were going to win.. or should i say liz is going to win HA i mean what well any ways then we went back to star bucks and christe had to leave while we were experimenting with icyhot and Ky HA well while we waited for christes mom mike and i did some work on the Daffys manicans (check it out if its still thier)then christe left :( tear wel lafter that we went in to payless hahaha what a blast we kind of got kicked out beucase we stood around looking at our selfs in the mig mirrows and ate icyhot to see what would happen....COULD YOU IMGAENIN WHAT HAPPEND well pretty much the hole time we ate like 0549605697-6708-9r40-5845906845906854906850ktlghty 7ui87io98980890-90 peices of gum WOW we couldnt even talk so we threw on the celings and at things jsut like the cooling pads? ha well then we went to KBtoys and got playdo ahhh i missed playdo and biker tattoos and yea we went up on the roof of the piano place and did nothing :) then came back in and sat at the top of the stiars and molded penises and vags and had a indepth conversation about life AHH i missed DEBBE and MIKE i havent seen them in like p960-456796 and it was so great to see them again I hope we hang out again sometime soon I had much fun well it got really cold and after the 3 extended hours wich was supose to be one debbes mom picked us up and yea I went home Then after that great time I had another Grace and i went to EMOGAYS and yea that was alot of fun i cant talk of ok today we jsut slept while her mom got stuck in the snow and that didnt work out as we planend and now shes going to come back over when shes done in the showe and HOPEFULLY sean can come over and HOPEFULLY we can go to el mall so bye<3333

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 03:10:04 GMT

ahh today was moy cool leig hfrace and rachel and i mad chilled woot yes um we ate liike948903495045 pizza in the past 2 days wow fattie.. imean pattie lol well today we went and plated music and played on the frozen pond yes my leg feel throught beucase im fat so did rachel but shes not fat oh well! so any ways then leigh left and we jsut kind of hung out and burnt music yea it was cool then we watched cops for like ever and then found out my dad cgot in a car crash with some nazi kid well what ever then we went to star bucks hahaha that was moy fun RACHEL BABY SAT THE BABY haha and broke pat m in half hahahah POUND CAKE <33333 wow then we ran to wallgreens all DEBE, rachel b, greg and nycole were magicaly thier we hung out wiht them for a little bit hten drove rachel home then now im here typing this so PEICE
xo jill

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 20:52:29 GMT

im at steffs house fun stuff baby ow

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 22:38:21 GMT

ah i dont know this shit is mad shat fuck i wish i knewi can keep my cool

werd out

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 03:23:21 GMT

well for the past two days ive been madchilling with rmac wich is moy fun stuff welll last night we went bowiling with nycole and yea that didnt work out we bowled about one game and a half and then started breaking things from thorwing to many balls and got kicked out so we walked down to starbucks :) and yea came back and got picked up well i slept over rachel wich was fun we jsut went for a walk and chilled in the basement with her brother and friends .
today we woke up and hung out a bit its martin luther king day so we were representin yea sitting on the black imean back of the buss to the mall after we got star bucks<3and played a mega big checker board game"(it was a tie but you know i won) well yea any ways we went to the mall and got her mom a hat and jsut wqalked around alot and then saved billy from wiggin? well anyways it was fun stufff <333333

vch cvbh

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 00:49:23 GMT

today emogay and i went to the village pub and saw about one half of a band it sucked so any wyas we went to this imposter chink greesse bag place and ate dirty soup that coasted 2193832 dollers and taster like peas not to mention the pork firend rice tasted like fucking weed well any ways while we at in the place the village exploded and 3495340544 fire trucks came well the show was mad canceld and we were stranded in the cold for ever we found this spic reastrunat that feed us achol milk shakes haha then my dad finally came 945834 hours latwer and we got big ass choclate brownies<33 woot good stufff im so fat u drank mine like bam well yea im fat and me and emily are being imochoo\<3 jillbaby yywesa

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 17:48:58 GMT

murr well last night me and emily went to murphys party moy gewd stuff,at first thier was like 7 pepole but then like 4958495845685656705670-e5965 people showed up..after the beer came haha and yea it was mad crazy just to lazy o talk type about it well any ways me and emily<333 like woke up at like 1-5 30-7 and watched masiy "no one should ever play hide and go squeeze with an elephant" murrrrrrrr my head hurts much and my stomcuh does too but its worth well any ways today were going to el show at village pub you know to see my fav band oh em gee A PREFECT DARK<<333 for serious guys good stuff cough well any wyas im going to go shower this peice <3
jilll

mmm

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 18:41:03 GMT

While i was gonig to stay home today it turns out htier was an hour delay :-) well im a blood brother today blah it sucks but my dads going to get me starbucks :-) well any ways i dont know what im doing today hanging out with ROB HAN haha emogay well what ever i do i really have to take a shower i didnt bother yesterday since it was a snow day "not like i bother any ways" imean ..um yea ill go take that shoer up :-D cya
<3 jill

i cold :-)

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 01:56:55 GMT

Well acutally the snow day didnt turn out bad at all after Me and debbie meet uptown...IT WAS SOOOO COLD ahhh well any ways before we went me and debbie were buggin out about "bag" wooooo so we meet at star bucks and hung out for a little while then went to walbums and held lobsters and lookd for the shoppingkart music place so we can put in rancid and get in the pit and run down all the illes and knock every thing off :-D we never ofund it but it was funny they thought we were stealing beers hhaha who does that o-:)hehe well andy ways OH YEA are mission to get to his house nevr made it .... well an ways me and debe ha were on a klepto page and stole like every thing hee and thats about when we cam about BAG and ADDY BAGGET! yess! well anyways BUHDAH BAHDUH haha we went ot the elm school and some rapist van guy followed us for a minute ohh got kind of scary thier so we ran to the piano place and went on the roof :-D hehe <3 "flashlight" good stuff haha then we ate garlic knots then stoped at nycoles home and went to taco bell and got nachos woo.we got these ill 49458e495 ft long ice ic ulls if thats how you spell it and wow "nycoles going to make her husband happy one day" haha so says her aunt yea thats it
debe we are such bagget "FWENDS" little cancer talking haha i love you deffy /blindy/kenty
bag i mean bye
<3 jill

WOW

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 19:20:42 GMT

HEY WHATS UP im having so much fun a snow day by myself let me tell ya my "best friend" not is hanging out with my "sister" not WOW shows how much pepole love me yea and im just here not on a snow day sitting at my computer wishing i had friends or soemthing to do besides this thanks for snowing i swaer im having a great time god damn let me tell you i can go on like this for ever

:-( doubleyou slah EE

woot

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 00:26:46 GMT

YEA hey today was pretty cool i went to work didnt have detentionYES ummm after work mad chilled with emogay<33 funn stuufff i love her then ccame home and am now typing on the line im probally jsut going to hang around and mad chill and stuff you do whiel you mad chill LIKE "HW" AND hw yea mabye well at 8 30 i will call my hambone <3 score fun stuff hes a fun kid yea im real bored right now travis just notifed me he told of big reds mom HA well im gonig to go tommorw we get to miss liek 3 or 4 periods so thats ill itll be fun i have to go to get in the car and gang bang things tommorw should be gay what ever well <33 jill

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 23:17:43 GMT

OH MY JOD IM SO MAD I JSUT DELTED EVERY HING I WORTE SO TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT GREGS BROTHER GAVE ME FREE STAR BUCKS <33 YES! AND YEA ITS MONDAY FAGGET I HATE SCHOOL ON MONDAYS TUESDAY WENSDAY THRUSDAYS FRIDAYS AND SOMETIMES SATIURDAY ! goo bye <3
jill

my lips burn :)

Sat, 10 Jan 2004 15:58:59 GMT

ah so yesterday wasnt a bad day it was actually the best one in a while i went to school wich was gay but yea what ever then i went to work and got free bagels and then after work i started to walk to pauls and like a quater of the way thier some lady picked me up beucase it was like 34908359034950354--- below zero or thats what it felt like.when i got to pauls thier was jen katie and keith and we jsut hung out then sometihng happend with paul and he left us all at his house so we just went to jenss house and keith and jen strightend my hair, thanks <3
then we went to battle of the bull it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be
alot of pepole were thie so that was cool.
did some other things it was fun <3:D
did some one win the battle of the bull ? i didnt see alot but OH EM GEE A PERFECT DARK <<<33333 am i really being sarcastic i mean what what
ahh its to early in the morning..for a saturday atleast good night
jill

eh

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 00:39:02 GMT

hello today was ok it was just a blah kind of day i got my hair cut last night and it looks even worse then it did :-/ ehh oh well i got a few note to day wich made me happy since i never get notes<3 :) well right after school emily kelly m and I set of a fire work by the flag poll it didnt work out as planed but was really funny beucase it spiraled around some kid and i guess he could have ogtten really hurt and it look like he was gonig to cry haha then i went to extra help .. that didnt go down i jsut like sat thier and attempted to sleep then went to the high school and was supose to watch a "fight" between brayn and brian haha that didnt happen then i jsut wlaked arond and went home then watched a walk to rember and fell alseep then ate pizza and im here now what fun COUGH well my lips really burn and im going to go peice
huh art jill

fucking doush

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 19:34:43 GMT

my damn mexican bus driver never showed so im at the high school sitting here in anger with like 5 other kids on my bus blah i say we send that bitch back to the border ugh i hate this and the one day ihave like 9343 things too do FUCK THIS FUCK immigrants

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happyish

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 22:57:00 GMT

YEA i dont know what it is but im super happy right now i tihnk i should be really sad but im not so SCORE mabye its beucase iwent to sleep at 8 last might wooo yep well im moving beucase of war and relistate what ever idont care i hate big old houses anyway well itll still be in smithtown so i get to stay with all the fake "friends" that probally just use me beucase IM SO HOT cough yea so i think im gonig out ill talk to you later peice nuhggah :-*

xo jizz

holly shit

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 22:20:09 GMT

ugh today sucked so much sack i didnt sleep a wink all night :-/ murr im so tierd but im never gonig to get to sleep and my lephracnha teacher accused ME of all pepole to cut class ..psh what is this world comming too thinking i cutt yea rite and to top it all up when i was awake all night i didnt do any of the home work for the classes im failing wow WHAT A SHABBY DAY im gonig to go kill my life so bye
Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you & I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.

Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
& you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you.
Phone calls from further away
& messages on my machine,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever,
there will always be a place, for you.. in my heart

what a bad day

blah

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 02:43:50 GMT

well i jsut got back from the movies it was really good actually and some big ass black guy that couldnt fit in his seat flipped out and made all the security pepole come in and jsut stand thier he liek wipped out his lighter and did soem scary thing when you liek turn aorund in a horro movie and see the ugly nigger face with the light on it idont know .. blah yea this sucks this hole vaction sucks love sucks yea what ever you all know what i mean ..well who ever reads this peice of shit atleast AHHHHH </3 i hate this shit its not your fault scott no matter what ill always love you im sorry for being so asshole bitchy dramatic fucker the last few weeks yea we have been really distant but god i never stoped feeling the way you dont feel now well what ever we can be firends what ever jill again

nigger pizza

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 21:34:13 GMT

yep.. today pretty much sucks i woke up at like 3ish and watched home alone wo! cough yea then me and leigh made nigger pizza:) and now she jsut left so im bored again yep so i have to do llike 349834934934 mice and men sheets.. and read the hole book by tommorw i guess ill go look in to that cough mabye ill do my other "home work" wich is alot mroe fun
muaha well peice

kiss dick ?

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 02:40:51 GMT

uh i dont know what im doing in this so if anbody can help explain or make it ill please let me know yep .. um this vaction really sucks